I’ve got great distraction! I’ve missed my family. I’m trying to be a good example. A great inspiration. And they inspire me to be a better me.
So I called him to get his stuff and he’s giving it to my son. He said he hasn’t text me cause he’s waiting till he gets his new phone(he can’t see half the screen, so I can only text so much to him) he figured we’d have a lot to talk about. He has no idea. How much more clear do I have to make myself? I want him. I love him. But he’s scared to commit. Fucking guys. I told him I’m too much to handle from the beginning. He said what do I have to do to make you mine? I gave him a chance. And this is what I get. I fell in love.
Your thoughts, I’m fascinated
The pain you’ve created
I should have anticipated..
These feelings are overrated.
The thoughts in my head
What else could go wrong
You’ve created memories in this bed!
Why did I wait so long?
I’m stuck in your vice
Why do I miss you?
You don’t hear my cries!
I miss you, I want you. I long for your hugs and kisses. I miss the feeling of you caressing my face before you kiss me. I miss you so much that I hate you. Your all that’s on my mind. I can’t escape you. You’ve taken over.
Hold their hand and then never touch their skin again,
See them nearly everyday and pretend they don’t exist,
Act like everything you ever said to them was a lie.”
Aaaahhh perfect! I hope he feels my pain. My wrath. My hate.
You did this to yourself. You self centered piece of shit.